With three more weeks until I get to meet my little gift from God, I grow more and more nervous. What is God's plan for me? How will I be able to do everything I need to do to take care of this little one that is fast coming? I know I will never have all the answers. I guess I just feel as if I wish I was far more prepared than I actually am. I continuously have a sense that I am forgetting something that is extremely important.
I know I am in God's hands, although, sometimes, I wish I was more prepared and a little bit more knowledgeable on the ways of motherhood. Being so far away from friends and family doesn't help any either. Not too much longer, though, and I will once again be surrounded by the ones I love.
I know that I may never be fully prepared to take care of this gift that is soon to be given to me, but I am hoping that I can at least give this gift everything God has given to me, and then some. May the baby to come be healthy and full of life.
