The Plan

As I continue on my path of life, I have to continuously remind myself of the fact that God has a plan for me and that it is in a constant state of revealing itself to me.  I read in the Bible at one time that God wants for us to be fruitful and multiply.  I'm pretty sure it doesn't say anywhere in the Bible, "We are to be fruitful and multiply.....except for Emily Rose Weiss."  So why is it that in attempting to fulfill this plan that God has for each and every one of us that I seem completely unable and incapable?  It is a question that I will continue to ask myself until given this answer that seems so simple to me, and yet I know the answer is far more complex than just a "yes" or a "no."  Unfortunately those things that we want the most sometimes take a while to receive, and it is not as simple as the idea of "ask and it shall be given, seek and you shall find, knock and it will be opened unto you."  I continue to travel back and forth between the idea of why those around me are continually blessed with this gift, and I have yet to receive the gift God has bestowed upon others.  Just another reminder to me to trust in the ultimate plan God has for every one of us from day to day.